Women may experience menopause as early as 40. It's said that a woman's libido increases during this time, as if she's trying to seize one last chance to conceive. Even ordinary housewives who are financially secure with their husbands and children may instinctively crave the semen of younger men. My record of having sex with my lover and repeatedly ejaculating inside him in our home with my family is one of immorality and depravity.